Ball of tedium

Kakatamad to post new shit here. I guess that is why Ryu and Rod proposed that we need a journal to write on daily, something like a diary. Sounds gay but it is actually quite useful.

I finally got a copy Brain salad. That band/project kicks so much ass, its too bad Basti and the others did not continue that. I got to collect mufti yesterday and a while ago. It feels so good to collect money from people that I dont know, it feels even better to collect money from people you do know. I feel the power and courage coursing through my blood... I also feel rich, too bad I couldnt get any amount from the collection. The best part of collecting mufti is the chics. I get to talk to pretty girls. Hehehe...

I am so bored, and I fear that because of my boredom, my solitude will turn into lonliness. That is something I never planned at all. My will is gone and I have zero motivation.
Shinji tsuzukeru dake ga kotae ja nai.